All that Matters Is that You're Here, Working
Current hero and role model: Marc Rebillet aka Loop Daddy.
As a reminder for myself, here’s a part of the lyrics from Marc’s song Another Idea:
When you can’t come up with another idea, fuck it, dude
Just make something
Just get up, get in front of your shit, pump it out, baby
No one gives a fuck about your creative integrity, none of it matters
All that matters is that you’re here, working
Making shit, yeah, huh
Go ahead and make that shit baby, go
I guess “heroic” and “pathetic” are about as close as “genius” and “delusional.” Even those considered heroes and geniuses must maintain that conviction themselves, which I assume is fragile. That might be why arrogance or megalomania could help sustain the self-delusion, justified or not.
Bottom line: being able to trust one’s own judgment (internal and self-referential) against the majority view of others (external) is tricky.